Wishful thinking....

I wish....

1. I wish that someone would take me out for some crazy Mexican food.... its been so long and i know i could eat some of it, it would be such a good treat. It would also be nice to be a special person who would take me.
2. I wish i could just go out and buy the lounge suite i have been dying to buy for the past 7 months..... i have the money and could spoil myself.... but cant justify it as things kind of feel up in the air at the moment and until i have some security im not going to spend that money.
3. I wish my stomach wasnt as sore as it is right now.
4. I wish i didnt struggle getting out of bed in the morning for my walks.
5. I wish my dog wouldnt be so territorial and would stop biting people as he is such a lovely dog.
6. I wish i was Kelly Osbourne.... im obsessed with the Osbourne family and wish wish wish that was my crazy ass family, minus the crazy drug stuff.
7. I wish i had the creative intelligence of Banksy.
8. I wish i was a stylist or an interior designer to the rich..... im so excited for when i have lost the weight and am able to reflect my style how i want to without my weight holding me back.
9. I wish i cooked more and enjoyed cooking more.... cooking for one person just seems stupid and i dont see the point half the time... im content with scrambled eggs where as i know if i had someone else to cook for i would make some amazing things.
10. I wish i had the amazing talent of ZOey Deschanel and her incredible looks.
11. I wish i didnt bite my nails from stress and i wish my thumbs didnt look like toes.
12. I wish i could own a true Salvador Dali piece.
13. I wish i could own my dream federation home with a beautiful garden that someone else could maintain and i could move away from this horrid ghetto street that i do suit what so ever.
14. I wish i could do my hair like this.
15. I wish a talented, intelligent and passionate man would fall inlove with me that i was proud to stand by and encourage.
16. I wish i could travel in the next year and start experiencing the world more.
17. I wish i enjoyed gardening more.
18. I wish i went to the ocean more and breathed in the sea air.
19. I wish i didnt contradict myself constantly.
20. I wish my wishes come true.