Ok so the boy i talked about in the previous posts, who i put my heart on the line for and then got rejected *BAABOOWWW*. Well anyways we have been talking kind of like normal since that day, we still ask eachother how our days are and blah blah and he keeps talking about seeing me, last week he was going to see me before he went down south but had a work appoitnment and didnt end up coming (which was fine because i feel weird about him now knowing i have feelings for him). So anyways he emails me today asking how my weekend was and that his house sitting his bosses amazing house and how he wants me to come over and have dinner there one night this week.
Now this is all well and good and yes i will go because i told him it wouldnt make things weird but im wondering whether he is holding on because he has a rental property that he has taken away from a management and he wants my help in renting it privately. Do you think he is keeping me close so that he wont have to deal with all the stuff on his own... i secretly think he might be and that hurts a little more.
Its all seriously so stupid because he and i would work and he is yet again like another million other boys not attracked to me... where as if i were this slender sexy girl he probably wouldnt be so hesitant to give it a go.
This has made me a little paranoid :-\
Oh well..... Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh why doesnt he just like me. Someone shoot me pleasse.