I feel like im sending myself nutty.
I cant get control.... i miss that time when i used to exercise and actually enjoy it. My motivation is 0 and i keep trying to kick start it back into gear but im struggling.
Stupid winter is kicking me hard... i just want to sleep. The boyfriend wakes up at 4:30am every morning and for me its just putting me out of whack as i go back to sleep after he's awake at 4;30 but then when i wake up again im tired still.
I read an article on staying positive and how it keeps you healthy.... *HURRDUUURGGHH* but in saying that reading it has reinforced how i feel about everything.
Maybe i should get another fill?
I hate that i love food so much.
Look... im going insane!
You see those cupcakes..... yeah thats whats screwing me over! I BLAME THE CUPCAKES!