Monday, January 10, 2011

ALIVE.... yes i am. Picture heavy

Well well well..... Allo everyone.
Sorry i have been so out of the loop so much has been going on over the Christmas break its been hard to focus on anything, let alone bloggin.

So totally survived the Christmas break... here i was thinking id gain some stupid amount of weight and guess what i havent i even actually lost 1 kilo ahahah..... crazy. I actually hadnt jumped on the scales for over a month because i couldnt face it if i hadnt lost or gained... even though i havent lost much im not really phased as im getting back into things now which is good.

I dont actually have a lot to say... im ina good place with my band, somedays can eat nearly anythign you put in front of me and somedays i can barely eat anything at all.... at the moment im right in the middle but mostly swaying to the place where i have to be mindful of what goes in my mouth so it doesnt get stuck.

Still no PB episodes....which is great im not going to complain... 7 months since the surgery and i still havent had any issues there... i threw up on christmas day but it had nothing to do with the band.
Im still at that place where if i dont exercise i dont loose big numbers and i havent done anything over the christmas break so im slowly trying to ween myself back into being good and doing the hour each day that i was doing before.

New year now.... im not going to set any stupid new years goals... im going to go with the flow and set goals along the way, im hoping for new exciting this year though.

On the boy front.... nothing new always the same although more guys do pay more attention to me these days.... i still crush on a boy thats probably going nowhere anytime soon ahahaha... i did sleep with a guy the other weekend for the first time since the surgery and in all honesty i dont think it made any difference i still havent shed alot of insecurities that i have and they will probably remain for a long time.

Clothes are getting looser but i wouldnt say i have any outfits that are TOO big now... stuff still fits but looks silly because its not as fitted. I have my holiday in 3 weeks..... i wish i had lost more weight before i left to go and i know its still going to be uncomfortable on the plane as my hips still are big :( BAH! but heres hoping i can loose some more weight before i go anyways.

So i guess thats enough... heres hoping i update again sooner rather then later.

This was a shot i took the other day just after getting my hair done

Me at my BBq i held :D
Tagged pictures on facebook... i dont like my photo being taken but its not AS bad these days
Another tagged shot
Another tagged shot
Another tagged shot
Me infront of the skinny mirror
Tagged shot
this was from New years
mikes new girlfriend and i...(i approve of this one)
me and my best friend
me eating my ninja bread christmas
went to the outdoor movies and it rained ahahahah

A bullet hole i made with my make up for a last minute costume party
Lovely Liz and i!


  1. great pictures! Glad you survived the Christmas season!

  2. Missed you girlfriend! And love the pictures :) Looking's to an awesome year!

  3. You are so beautiful. I've missed you!!!

  4. Awesome pictures. You are so photogenic!

  5. Yay for pictures! You're like a porcelain doll.

  6. Welcome back to the new year. Looks like you've been having a great time!